Feb 15

... the day after Valentine's day
... the day after my grandpa and friend's birthday
... the middle of February
... 46th day of the year

February 15th doesn't seem like that significant of a day until this year.  Today would have been my due date.  Today was hard and emotional.  I can't believe this day has already come.  For the last several months I've wondered how I would feel on this day and it's about like I thought.  It was tough to concentrate on work, but I didn't have another option since my list of things to do at work is growing too fast for me to keep up. 

I also took some time to look around and really see how blessed I am.  I received a card from a good friend who remembered and knows better than anyone what this week would mean for me.  Thank you. 

In a way I'm glad this day has come and passed.  It's easier to look forward now.  I know that God's plan for my future is a perfect one.  There's no promise it'll be easy, but it will be perfect.

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